I’ve been meaning to read Philippa East for years, so I was thrilled when I’ll Never Tell turned out to be this month’s U3A book group choice. I’m delighted to share my review of I’ll Never Tell today.
I’ll Never Tell was published by HQ on 5th January 2023 and is available for purchase here.
I’ll Never Tell

Keep your family close, and your secrets closer…
To the outside world, the Goodlights are perfect.
Julia is a lawyer, Paul a stay-at-home dad who has dedicated his life to helping their daughter Chrissie achieve her dreams as a talented violinist.
But on the night of a prestigious music competition, which has the power to change everything for Chrissie and her family, Chrissie goes missing.
She puts on the performance of a lifetime, then completely disappears. Suddenly every single crack, every single secret that the family is hiding risks being exposed.
Because the Goodlights aren’t perfect. Not even close.
My Review of I’ll Never Tell
Chrissie is in a prestigious music competition.
I’d heard good things about Philippa East’s writing, but until I read I’ll Never Tell I didn’t appreciate just what an accomplished and gripping writer she is. I thought I’ll Never Tell was excellent. It sounds slightly bizarre or even patronising to say I felt in safe hands because I thought the author’s narrative style felt authentic and authoritative but I’m not sure how else to articulate the way this fast paced plot felt so convincingly constructed.
The plot is claustrophobic and often enraging because so often the characters behave dreadfully. They are selfish, reckless, controlling and delusional. Frequently I wanted to shake Paul and Julia until the truth dropped out of them and to make them realise the harms they were causing Chrissie, one another and themselves. With Chrissie as the catalyst of the action, it felt perfect that her point of view was never directly presented in the alternating chapters belonging to Paul and Julia whose own machinations cause them to lose sight of reality and truth, and indeed, of themselves. The structure of the book reflected perfectly the content of the narrative.
Indeed. I thought the pendulum swing of chapter viewpoints was really clever as it seemed both to echo the beat of a metronome in keeping with the musical theme as well as the ticking of a timebomb’s clock as all the secrets and lies of the Goodlight family gradually become exposed. I found the plot gripping and compelling.
The psychological aspect of I’ll Never Tell is sophisticated, unnerving and brilliantly crafted. Although I guessed a couple of aspects from Julia’s early life, I was never completely certain who could be trusted, who was to blame and how the narrative might be resolved. The title is inspired because it represents the way characters withhold secrets from one another, but also from themselves.
The themes woven into the psychological strand are fascinating. Class and social status, coercion and control, dependence and a variety of forms of abuse including drugs and alcohol, family dynamics, nature and nurture, talent and vicarious living – all have a cadence like Chrissie’s playing – they are spellbinding. As a result, I’ll Never Tell is a book that keeps the reader completely engaged, often unsettled and totally absorbed.
I thought I’ll Never Tell was terrific. I thoroughly, thoroughly, enjoyed it and recommend it unreservedly.
About Philippa East
Philippa East grew up in Scotland and originally trained as a Clinical Psychologist. Her debut Little White Lies was shortlisted for the CWA New Blood Award, and she has since published three further psychological thrillers. Philippa lives in Lincolnshire with her spouse and cat, and alongside her writing continues to work as a psychologist and therapist. A Guilty Secret is her fourth novel.
For further information, you can find Philippa on Bluesky. She is also on Facebook.




























